I apologize that it’s taken me so long to update this blog post.
Tudor is such a nauseating boy and I absolutely hate writing about Radu’s blind sheeps. Tudor, being the second biggest sheep, apart from Adam Hijazi/Epix/Kagome and now Spanks.
Initially, I wanted to write the sort of expose that would offer some protection for him, because his childhood was shrouded in violence and while he admits to having people to talk to, he’s never actually seen a clinical psychologist, who can help him through his childhood trauma. His father was an alcoholic, who abused his mother. Tudor tried to protect his mother, since he was an only child, but he couldn’t. I wanted to be mindful of this when I wrote about him. I spent some time writing my first draft, then decided not to bother.
And is it really any surprise that everyone who has ever been in Radu’s sphere have some sort of mental illness, childhood trauma, or suffer from insecurities? I wasn’t kidding when I said, he preys on weak individuals. Truth is, most gamers suffer from some form of mental illness. But moving on…
Rather than spend too much time on him, I will simply address some of the statements he made to my friend Simon on Facebook. Attempting to change Tudors opinion in any way is impossible, because he’s like Radu in many ways and I don’t even really care to try. He’s just another spinless follower, much like Epix and now Spanks.
Lets begin…
Tudor came here last year and connected via live chat, he initially called our blog “defamation” so I later went on to link his Steam account. As a courtesy, I chose to leave his name off of my blog and only linked the steam account, which was private at the time. I doubt anyone had an interest in contacting any of Radu’s sheeps, I’ve written about here.
Tudor does have an emotional investment, as he goes on to criticize me and defend his friend, despite knowing what a monster his friend is, he downplays the severity of Radu’s behavior in multiple messages. He is defensive and made it clear multiple times how he truly felt about me.
Tudor has been checking my blog for months, and never took the time to read my blog or try to understand just what his so-called best friend had done to me. He claims he “power read” it. No, he didn’t.
Tudor says it’s his choice to be fiends with a murderer, rapist, pedophile or whoever, but don’t expect others to not question your own integrity for being friends for those sort of people. If you’re friends with a pedophile, you may be branded a pedo as well. Guilt by association, and he’s smart enough to understand this.
Everyone who asks for their info to be removed is given consideration. I typically have no issues removing any content, when asked in a respect manner. I considered Tudors request, until I continued to read the things he said about me and then I later declined.
Earlier, Tudor said it’s his choice to be friends with murderers, but then Tudor backtracks and says he wouldn’t befriend “bona fied evil” individuals. His friend is literally collecting nudes of women, pretending to love them, when he doesn’t. Sure, Radu isn’t killing anyone, but he IS causing mental anguish and leaving trails of hurt behind him in his pursuit for attention.
I also like how he lies and says that when he called my blog “defamation” it was regarding my posts about Epix/Adam Hijazi. Adam wouldn’t be on my blog had he not tried to interfere in my relationship, not to mention his actions were confirmed by Natalie Flores-Dirain.
“I wish you godspeed in recovering from the torment and scars, but from an outside perspective, as neutral as I can possibly tell it to you”
What a lie. Much like Dee, he just wanted his name removed. I wouldn’t expect someone like Tudor to care about me recovering from what his friend did to me.
“I’m obviously biased cause I’m a long lasting friend of Radu”
And this is why writing about him is so nauseating. You are NOT his friend. You play online games with him, you don’t know anything about him or his life. Not even Epix knows the real him. He’s a fucking ghost, even more so after all that’s happened.
“He basically strikes at the most painful spots regardless of sex”
So, Tudor thinks bullying is just hitting the most painful spot? Could I use that when people complain about my blog?
Radu is a good guy with those who he can use. Those who don’t ask questions, and those who allow him to feel more important than he is. Why do you think he attaches himself to anyone who has some power or pull? Piggybacking conversation with those in power, because he can’t stand not having some sort of authority.
So Tudor has interacted with Radu for 10 years, but has no clue about who his friend is? He seems to not realize that his friend hasn’t work or gone in to school in over 10 years. How does his best friend not know any of this?
Tudor about my blog: “I don’t believe it’s all made up” “I do believe it’s hella inflated”
Now, the fun stuff. The asshole comes out.
You have to be a sick individual to accuse me of inflating my ex boyfriend breaking up with me after telling him my now decease mother was dying. Every time you downplay abuse, the abuser wins. It’s the same with physical violence, or have you not learned that, Tudor, since you haven’t gone to therapy?
OR what about when Radu ran his mental experiment on me? That left me crying and shaking? Or the night he gaslighted me because he wanted to hide the fact that he was smoking?
You think because I didn’t fucking record our voice calls that he didn’t emotionally abuse me? This, is precisely why I refuse to communicate with his fucking sheep. What’s even more sicking is your own mother was a victim of physical violence. She had the scars to prove your father was her abuser. You think I don’t have the scars, just because my body doesn’t reflect physical scars?
You and friends like Diana Sandu is why he will never change. You think because he DIDNT abuse you, that he doesn’t abuse others. Sheeps like you, Adam, and Diana,and Spanks is WHY this blog will never be shut down. My crusade to protect other women will never end. No one deserves a person like Radu, except for those who are too blind to see him for who he really is.
“But it’s far fetched for me, I’m trying to approach this open mindedly”
You never had an open mind! All you saw was me as was some bitter ex trying to damage your innocent abusive friend.
First, you attempt to manipulate and guilt trip my friend disguised under your fake concern for me, much like Spanky who went on to date the monster. Secondly, my life has been on track for months now, thank you very much. I had a lovely vacation abroad and met some wonderful people. I even met Radu’s REAL life friend, not his INTERNET friends, who don’t know shit about Radu, beyond his IGN.
“I have my bias lenses on”
Of course you do, but earlier you said you went into this with an open mind, correct?
“He does have his perks though”
And that’s where I end this blog entry. I absolutely refuse to stomach through reading his messages again. He is spineless and another one of those sheeps who can’t see beyond his fake exterior.
Tudor, I also hope you get the help you need and sorry to hear that you’re dealing with anger issues and bi-polar disorder. Good luck for the sake of those who haven’t entered your life ye
